Tuesday, April 12, 2005

If heaven was an hour, it'd be twilight
When the fireflies start dancin on the lawn
And suppers on the stove and mammas laughin
And everybodys workin day is done
If heaven was a town, it'd be my town
On a summer day in 1965
And everything iIwanted was out there waiting
And everyone I loved was still alive

Don't cry a tear for me now baby
There comes a time we must all say goodbye
And if that's what heavens made of
You know I'm not afraid to die
If heaven was a pie it'd be cherry
Cool and sweet and heavy on your tongue
And just one bite would satisfy your hunger
And there'd always be enough for everyone
If heaven was a train, it'd be a fast one
To take this weary traveler round the bend
And if heaven was a tear it'd be my last one
And you'd be in my arms again

Don't cry a tear for me now baby
There comes a time we must all say goodbye
And if that's what heavens made of
You know I'm not afraid to die

heh. i think tt this is a nice song. qt sweet lah. anyway, ive been swimmign alot recently haha. went swimmign again today den went for final theory trial test!it was like qt hard haha. and i failed miserably :( james only failed by abit lah! im jealous haha. oh wells. he is clearly going to pass way before i do lah!gosh. anyway, i think that broken bridges are meant to be mended haha. ohoh. super funny. me and james went macs to study and we both studied for like 15 mins den quietly take out other books and start reading hahahaha. oops. i lost the mugging spirit liao :s and i feel bad! i owe james even more money now! i will DEFINATELY return u soon k!!! yay im so happy. going trg tml heh. had cell today at my hse. was good! its like so much better during weekdays lah. cos not so tired and have more time to discuss and things like that. i guess dun have to be like very close to ur cell mates to have a good cell. in fact, maybe if too close den might end up talking too much den not much discussion. so i think that my current cell is qt good! cos we really do get to discuss the bible study stuff more. yups :) went to meet dave for coffee after tt just tt we sat there for an hour and din drink a thing haha. oops. when we left the starbucks pple said "bye! thanks for coming!" super loudly HAHA. oh dear. i feel like such a sponger haha. pple keep treating me to stuff. im evil :p

oh no sometimes i think i dun deserve my happiness. life is so easy and good for me yet there are others out there leading miserable lives. even when i do liek volunteer work and stuff its just a few hours to me and it makes me feel good too but these pple its like thier whole life and it hurts them. so. hiahz. i dunno manz. someone once told me tt i can show others the joy that comes with knowing God's purpose for thier life. but like. dunno man. it doesnt seem like very practical help lah. oh wells. keep on praying, keep on praying heh.

ohoh. doing closing tml :) means ill get free cakes heh. oh no im so fat(ter). shld stop eating rubbish haha. i bet i will die tml when i join them for trg!in fact. i dunno if i shld haha. dunno lah they all training so hard for nats now... wun have much time to play rite :S see first lor haha. i need to study my driving!!!